boys...

its been a week.

im in high school.

lets talk boys.

as the teenaged girl that i am, i like boys. and also, as the teenaged girl that i am, i often have daydreams about the "perfect guy". but let's be serious. what girl doesn't, right?

i've been on plenty of dates with plenty of guys, and have met lots that i really like. lately, though it seems like the guys i spend time with/date are polar opposites.

one knows what he's going to do with his life. where he's going to school, what he's going to do, etc. he's also "figured himself out". you know those people in high school who just act weird because they haven't "found themselves" yet? yep. he's found. he is super sweet and likes me for being me. for being funny (really??), intelligent, pretty and amazing. wow. that could really get a girl going. =) he is also a SUPER good guy. i'm not gonna lie...every once in a while, i can appreciate a dirty joke, and swearing doesn't bother me nearly as much as it (probably) should. i have to watch myself so that i'm on my very best behavior whenever i hang out with him, which is sometimes tiring (and less fun:).

the other is, admittedly, younger, but he is also really fun to hang out with. he is HILARIOUS and spontaneous and his family is awesome! he on the other hand, has not found himself yet. he's still trying to be something that isn't quite him yet...i dont' think. but he is super fun to hang out with and he also appreciates a dirty joke every now and then. more 'now' than 'then' though, because he is rather immature. =) but he also likes me because i'm hot. just because of who my parents are and the fact that i spent 13 years taking ballet classes does not make me hot. that is not circumstantial at all and i have not had to do anything to become what he calls hot. still, it is nice to have someone like you for being nice looking. and sometimes i wonder if that's all he notices. if maybe the jokes and quirky sayings and lame comments are lost to the fact that 1) i'm older than him, and/or 2) i look nice sometimes.

where was i going with this? no idea.

so, this post accomplished nothing.

boys will be boys.